The Bob Watson Read online

  Dedication

  For Jennifer and her beloved nephews, Jack and Dylan

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Bob Watson Step No. 1: Find Inspiration

  Bob Watson Step No. 2: Validate Your Keeper

  Bob Watson Step No. 3: Distract and Leave

  Bob Watson Step No. 4: Get Shit Done

  Bob Watson Step No. 5: Make New Plans

  Bob Watson Step No. 6: Go on an Adventure

  Bob Watson Step No. 7: Break a Few Rules Along the Way

  Bob Watson Step No. 8: Gain New Insights

  Bob Watson Step No. 9: Get Sidetracked

  Bob Watson Step No. 10: Lose Control of Everything

  Bob Watson Step No. 11: Participate in a Felony

  Bob Watson Step No. 12: Fetch a Randy Grany Some Wesson Oil

  Bob Watson Step No. 13: Incite a Riot

  Bob Watson Step No. 14: Seize Your New Life

  POSTSCRIPT

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Praise for The Bob Watson

  Also by Greg Bardsley

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Epigraph

  I don’t have to be what you want me to be.

  Muhammad Ali

  Bob Watson Step No. 1:

  Find Inspiration

  I’m in a meeting imagining the attendees having sex.

  This is what I do when people force me to attend their useless meetings, when I’m waiting for the perfect moment to ditch them. Like today. Here I am sitting listening to Janice from Finance blabber about “L-Docs in the P-FID,” her generous hindquarters aimed at us as she jots hexagons and acronyms onto a whiteboard, her tiny shoulders hunched. This whole meeting has nothing to do with me, of course, so I just sit there and imagine her getting it on with Blake the tiny intern. Right here on the table, and it’s getting really disgusting and ass-cracky, and people are groaning in agony as they’re forced to bear witness. And let me make this clear: This pornolizing is not a turn-on; it’s just amusing as hell. I mean, there’s Janice in this superbizarre position, limbs pointed in all directions, and she’s snarling like an animal as sweet little Blake from Pepperdine pounds away with this bewildered look on his face. And there’s Louis from FP&A just totally disgusted. Yeah, he’s so grossed out, he’s totally projectile-vomiting onto the lovers, and I mean gallons and gallons. And of course, I might as well throw in that dejected-looking guy over there with the bushy mustache. Yeah, have him mount the intern. Oh, and yeah, let’s add a moaning Ted Koppel as he nears climax. I mean, hell, why not? Right? Because this meeting blows. So hell, let’s go ahead and toss Nancy Grace into the mix. Oh, and here comes Hillary Clinton with an enormous “prosthetic,” if you know what I mean, and she’s saying, Well well well . . . What do we have here?

  I smile. This is getting good.

  Which is when a text message snaps me back into reality.

  It says . . .

  OK

  And it stops my heart a sec.

  The tabletop orgy begins to fade. Hillary snaps, Rick, we’re just getting started.

  I stare at the name on the phone, feel my jaw drop. I shake my face and blink. Look again. I actually have a text message from the woman I’ve daydreamed about, have secretly stalked on Facebook, have tried to flirt with, have imagined cuddling up to on cold Sunday nights, have envisioned sliding my face across her body and into her open mouth, have fantasized about watching her laugh uncontrollably at my jokes. I actually have a text from the beautiful creature who for years has pushed me away with a gentle smile. I actually have her name—Audrey (nanny)—illuminating my screen.

  The moment is so rare, it’s like wining the Lotto.

  Or seeing a whale breach in front of your kayak.

  Or making a verified Chupacabra sighting.

  Or running into Burt Reynolds at 7-Eleven.

  It’s Audrey. Sweet and luscious Audrey with her supersmooth skin and the sweetest smile on Earth. Texting me—ME!!!! It’s so much, I almost forget I’m in this useless assembly I’m planning to ditch.

  At the whiteboard, Janice from Finance says, “We must P-FID the L-Docs.”

  I imagine Audrey letting loose at a lounge—giving in to my bongo playing.

  “And we need a BFO for the EDOs.”

  I bring my phone under the table and text back: OK what?

  “And the P-FIDs. We need to R-Doc the P-FIDs.”

  The incoming text makes my phone shake, sends a ripple to my crotch.

  The Greek. . . . . . . Tonight.

  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . OK

  I gaze at Janice and pretend to be engrossed.

  The Greek? Tonight? OK?

  I twist my lips in thought, feel my brows wrinkle.

  What the hell is she talking about?

  I cock my head and squint at Janice’s blue marker, my face suddenly coming to life as new icons and acronyms flood the whiteboard. Janice glances at me, grins in victory as traces of comprehension invigorate my face. I scoot to the edge of my seat and straighten, pulling on my lower lip, checking my logic one last time as Janice watches, brimming with pride.

  The Greek. She’s talking about the Greek Theatre in Berkeley, hands down the best concert venue in Northern California.

  My eyes widen and bulge.

  Janice nods to me. “Yes, that’s right. We must scrub the P-FIDs.”

  But tonight?

  Again, I feel my face twist into thought, and Janice frowns.

  Janice erases the whiteboard. “Let me explain it for you another way,” she says, and everyone groans. I’m thinking so hard, I don’t even pretend those are sex groans. Janice populates the whiteboard with cylinders and hexagons and arrows.

  At which point, I jump out of my chair, victorious.

  Janice yelps in delight.

  Tonight! Tonight at the Greek. The English Beat—tonight, at the Greek. They’re playing at the Greek. Tonight.

  And then . . .

  Me and Audrey. Together. Just the two of us. At the Greek. With my favorite band ever, the English Beat.

  Blood gushes south, and I stare into space with a giggle.

  Janice watches, nearly sings, “There we go.”

  The English Beat at the Greek. I had mentioned it to Audrey maybe a month ago—it probably was the eighty-seventh time I’d suggested a date over the years. I lose track and forget—I’ve always considered Audrey a long-term project, and I am nothing if not stunningly shameless and persistent. And she’s always declined with that smile—not so much a rejection as a maybe next time. But this time . . .

  Janice caps her marker, grins at me, swelling with pride. “That’s the look of someone who finally gets it.”

  Then I think of something.

  After all these years, why now?

  My phone vibrates.

  But on 1 condition.

  Hmm . . . Maybe she actually digs the disheveled look.

  I tap back: Anything, baby.

  Janice babbles, and I imagine sitting at the Greek with Audrey, the sun setting on the bay, the scent of ganja in the air, our hands slipping into each other’s as we wait for Dave and the band to take the stage. The air crisping, the energy building, as I prepare to stick my tongue into her happy, wanting mouth.

  Think about today. . . . What’s happening today? . . . Think and get back to me.

  * * *

  For the next fifteen minutes, Janice from Finance gets pink in face as she fails to explain the P-FIDs to me. A bead of sweat rolls down her temple as she scrawls out one final P-FID on the whiteboard, glancing back at me, hoping it finally registers.

  I’m perched at the end o
f my seat. Thinking hard.

  Audrey asked, What’s happening today? . . . Hmmm.

  Janice attaches an arrow to the hexagon, glances back.

  Oh.

  Janice stops and straightens. “You got it?”

  I stare into space, nodding, a smile forming as I finally realize what Audrey is hinting at. I produce an exaggerated, surprised overbite as I run the logic one last time.

  Today. . . . Oh crap, I forgot. . . . Today.

  Janice addresses the rest of the room. “Let’s move on to the SERVPRO.”

  Today is the last day my sister and her family will be in the United States.

  Janice clears the whiteboard. “The SERVPRO is tiered.”

  How could’ve I forgotten?

  Tonight they leave for Argentina—overseas assignment for the husband, Samson James Barnard IV. Their eight-year-old son, Collin (my nephew), a cool little Renaissance man, isn’t too happy about it. We haven’t hung out in a while, but my sister gave me the lowdown a month ago: Collin is bummed about losing his live-in nanny—the beautiful Audrey—who’s remaining stateside. Hell, I can understand; Collin has been one lucky little bastard all these years, having Audrey cuddling him and loving him and being there for him. I will admit to being a tad jealous over the years, especially since Audrey always seems just within my reach, but not really. She always just laughs and runs a hand down my arm, calls me by my full name and looks me in the eye, an eyebrow lifting ever so slightly. “Rick Blanco,” she says in mock shock, her hand hitting my arm, then trailing down to my wrist. “What are you doing asking me out? I’m too busy taking care of your nephew. You should think of doing that once in a while.”

  I gaze at her, transfixed. “What’s that?”

  She lets go and pinches me lightly. “Spending time with your nephew, you goof.”

  I stare at Janice’s whiteboard and imagine lazing in bed with Audrey on a Sunday morning, her silky skin sliding against my hairy legs as we giggle about something really stupid. That easy smile. Just hanging out. And she says, getting closer, Rick Blanco, you freaking dork. Why do you make me so happy?

  I tap away. I got it.

  Janice babbles and my cell vibrates. Good. Tell me.

  My sis and fam are leaving tonight.

  My phone shakes.

  And what about that, Rick Blanco?

  Janice glances at me. “Follow me on this.”

  I give Janice my serious look and tap back. They need a ride to the airport?

  LOL. . . . . . . . . . Try again.

  Janice scribbles.

  You need help moving out of my sister’s compound???

  “If you’re not careful, you can get lost in the SERVPRO.”

  Dude . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Think.

  I do think, and I draw a blank.

  A minute later, my cell vibrates again. Who’s going to really miss you, Rick Blanco? . . . Who’s always talking about how cool you are?

  I tap: You?????

  LOL. . . . . . . . Think again.

  I stare into space, and Janice says, “Rick. Stay with me.”

  And then it hits me like a happy slap to the face.

  Oh!!! I tap. Collin????

  Janice watches me, beams with pride.

  Bingo. . . . . Now, what are you going to do today?

  My lips twist in confusion. Come again?

  Janice babbles and I pretend to listen. It’s a long time before I get another text.

  Call me when you’re ready to try again. . . . Until then, I’m officially planning to do yoga tonight.

  * * *

  I sit in the meeting glancing up at Janice as I make careful entries into my notepad, running through the facts one last time.

  My nephew digs me

  Audrey wants me to do something for him

  If I do enough, she’ll go out with me tonight

  I want Audrey long time

  The kid loves “adventures”—I can do something with that

  And I can teach him how to pull a Bob Watson

  Everyone should know how to pull a Bob Watson.

  Suddenly, I’m so excited I want to jump into the air. I think I have a plan that’ll make the kid happy and land me Audrey. The Bob Watson. Yes, of course. The Bob Watson is my answer. I feel my chest swell as I realize, Today is gonna be special.

  There’s just no way I could’ve anticipated the riot.

  Bob Watson Step No. 2:

  Validate Your Keeper

  So, about my special talent.

  You see, I’m a serial meeting ditcher. A walkout artist. An underground pioneer of worker-bee liberty. And I’ve gotten so good at it that the very people running these meetings don’t even realize they’re getting ditched, even though I do what I do in broad daylight. I just get up and walk out—none of that exaggerated-tiptoeing bullshit. It’s that simple. But of course, just like so many things in life, it’s simple because I’ve spent years toiling away on the craft. In my journey, I’ve worked hard to master the tools of nuance and distraction, and I’ve spent a lot of time on my people-reading skills (knowing when meetings are most vulnerable to a successful ditch is just as important as knowing how to ditch them). Ultimately, all of it must come together, but when it does—when the right bozos call you into the wrong meeting, with the right conditions for a juicy little ditch—few things feel as good.

  For me, it all started when I “met” Bob Watson.

  In case you’re wondering, Bob had no idea who I was—and still doesn’t. And I didn’t really notice him, either. He was always the good-natured guy who’d make a few good comments in meetings, get good conversations going. He was such a great listener. He’d even get me cranked up, and soon I’d be blabbering on and on, and he’d lie back and let people dive into the heart of the matter. He’d let them have center stage—that’s the kind of guy he was.

  Bob was middle-aged, and had his own scene going. He’d wear these worn-in loafers, khakis, and off-white and pastel linen shirts I’d imagine on a Latin-jazz-club owner. It was like he almost didn’t fit in, but did just enough. He had this relaxed way to him—not one of those too-cool-for-you attitudes, but just this inner calmness, this look that seemed nearly tickled but, again, not quite. His speech pattern was slow California native, his voice gravelly from smoking. He never took notes; in fact, he always seemed way too relaxed, just sitting there with this serene look on his face as everyone barked comments about “leveraging PLDs for the L-Docs.”

  Of course, this was a long time ago, back when I was a twenty-one-year-old rookie at Robards International cutting my teeth on “bottom-tier data transformation.” And I’ll be totally honest: I really didn’t know what I was doing, and I surely had no idea how everyone else fit in. These two facts presented the perfect conditions for getting sucked into meetings that had nothing to do with me—if only I knew this is how corporate America works. And so there I’d be, stuck in these colorless conference rooms with mesh wallpaper, huddled around a long table with all these men in Dockers and women in shoulder pads, none of them showing any intention of cutting off these mind-numbing discussions about something called the Rothberg documentation process.

  What did any of this have to do with me? Nothing, of course.

  And so my mind would of course turn to sex. After that, I’d usually proceed to people watching. You know, the normal stuff, like When was the last time that guy ate flapjacks? and I wonder what’s the worst thing he’s ever done. And of course, When was the last time she vomited?

  One day, Bob had gotten things started—“Let’s pause and really think about this stuff”—and now everyone was talking about the R-Tools and the FP&A docs. You had to give it to Bob; he really knew how to get the dialog going. Even so, I could handle only so much of this stuff. It wasn’t too long before I hit my max. Maybe Bob and the gang were loving it in here, but I hated it. The daydreaming wasn’t working, and soon my knee was bouncing involuntarily out of pure c
aged-animalism. Then my heart began to pound. I felt a light sweat cool my temples. My fists balled, over and over. Inside, I was screaming.

  I just have to get out of here.

  I wanted to collect my things and just leave. Just leave this room and never come back. But of course, I couldn’t—Bob and the others would notice. My throat tightened. And I realized, I hate being detained, jailed, held, trapped. I felt my body rise from my chair and pace the room. Surprisingly, Bob and the gang didn’t seem to care, and I realized everyone was too busy talking at each other. I stopped in front of the window, wondering how I could take control of my life short of retreating to a shack in the mountains, where I’d have to live off worms and bark. Which was when I gazed longingly out the window and spotted Bob Watson crossing the street with a new cup of coffee in his hand, the steam wafting into the sunshine, his gait slow and relaxed, his Ray-Bans riding low on his nose. Not a care in the world as he strolled back from that coffeehouse where those gorgeous art students worked the steamers.

  Wait a minute.

  I stood there, dumbstruck, as I watched Bob saunter toward the building and stop to admire a squirrel scampering up a white oak.

  I thought Bob was here with us in this . . .

  I turned back to the conference room, and, sure enough, there were Bob’s things—his notepad, his pen, his water bottle. Thirty minutes later, still no Bob—and no one seemed to care. I decided to stand up to stretch and pace the room. Soon I was pressing my face against the tiny porthole window of the conference room door, like a jailbird who’s heard interesting sounds just out of eyeshot. My eyes darted around the office until they settled on Bob at his desk.

  He was working.

  Getting things done.

  Oh. Yeah. I needed to watch this guy. I needed to attend the same meetings he attended and just soak him up—learn his moves, see how he set it all up—because I could tell right then and there: This was a kindred spirit, a corporate soul mate who could lead me to another world. Hell, another dimension, the existence of which I hadn’t quite allowed myself to believe.